please don't be shy when you say "I love you so much" to your parents..ok, maybe the first time, you feel shy but after that you'll see it's normal..the moment when you live with your parents is the best time, so try to make them happy from smallest actions, as saying sweet grateful words to your parents like "I love you so much; I'm very grateful to you,my lovely Mom..I'm sorry so much, next time, I'll try more.."..please don't think that I say theory because I'm doing that, everyday I say these words with my Mom, and I see her happiness., at that time I feel pleased too, that's to make other people happy is also to make us happy..easily you can imagine that if you were a mother, and your children talk to you sweet words like that, you would love your life more^^..sure!..and you know, in life we don't know what will happen in next time, so make use of time in best way when we're still alive sothat we musn't be sorry for our past....
cactus is a nice kind of tree and phanting is good work, hope your tree will grow quickly..^^..have a good nap!